He
is out there searching the world over moving heaven and earth trying to find
me. I hear him wearily uttering my name in what sounds like desperate silence
searching for me- his missing heartbeat. He now realizes that without my radiate smile he fails to
exist unable to breath on his own. I am as essential to him as the oxygen he
needs to breathe appearing unconsciously unimportant yet I am absolutely the
vital life force necessary to his existence. When we are together, I replenish
his mental faculties with a cup of life’s calming water revitalizing every part
of his manhood. In my heart, he finds a place of quiet acceptance as I
accept all of him including his dynamic world filled with no peace and ample
servings of judgment pie. Willingly, I welcome his heart to find ultimate
unification with mines using Unconditional Love as both the “power- on” and
“reset button,” and there on his shelf of all time favorite books to read, I am
on his rare list of Classics because in my words he finds genuine comfort and
solace and the connection deepens each time he reexamines the text a little
closer. Regardless of how many times he reads this suspenseful yet alluring
page turner, he finds many new literal and figurative connections with lines in
this work linking his southern roots and humble East Coast beginnings… themes of authenticity and the mantra’s of
“to thine own self be true” is the main seasoning in our recipe and it remains
the glue that binds us with deeper understanding of one another. I
give to this man sensual heat, fully covering his body like a warm jacket while
soothing him internally with a mug filled with steamy
hot chocolate topped with floating marshmallows on cold winter’s
day in November. Each conversation
that we have is more special than the next and like no other. He knows
exactly how to fondle my mental, passionately cradle my successes, while never
forgetting to cautiously massage my failures and fears. No doubt, plain and
simple, this man is "BAWS" at tapping into my mental. Then
after he is done caressing my mental flow, sopping up every drop of my
clear phonetic juices, he in sightfully holds my heart in his hands and
the next day he does it twice as hard "Mind Fucking"me over again
and again.
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Help me breath, without you I feel suffocated
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